Bulldoze the House! 9-28-13

Bulldoze the House! 9-28-13

It is eleven months tomorrow, since my house went down in SuperStorm Sandy, since everything that was my life ended, and life became one dark hotel room that most days I cannot leave because I have become too sick without my medical equipment. Today, I am awaiting answers for new-found, soon to be broken, promises. Brand new requirements and emerging rules are being shoved down our throats, as helpers back off once more, intimidated by bureaucratic intervention aimed at rectifying the initial disaster management mistakes: all this at the expense of the last homeowners still standing un-renovated.

Municipalities and building departments that closed their eyes immediately after the SuperStorm, and let homeowners patch together houses with substantial damage, and inhabit them, are now redefining the rules, erecting insurmountable barriers, and preventing unfinished homeowners from restoring their homes as others were originally allowed, preventing return to home. Agencies are now demanding outrageous expense of homeowners and unprecedented structural modifications: proposing turning our scenic coastline into a grotesque collage of towering cement and staircases. We are told that officials want every house on the south shore of Long Island elevated.

Governmental agencies and hastily-formed committees plan permanent modifications to our land and communities, overreacting, instead of analyzing, evaluating, misunderstanding our environment and Long Islander’s relationship with the land, and the sea. Federal, state, local agencies and charities are conducting chat meetings to discuss the failures of the disaster/restoration process and results, untrained in the task at hand, receiving huge salaries, coffering millions in allocated and donated funds.

The Concert money, donated by well-meaning ordinary people to help their neighbors, is withheld from the neediest, by charities facilitating slow-moving non-programs helping a paltry handful of people. Federal, state and donated monies are eaten by administrative costs/salaries, not filtered to the people, failing recovery.

Gloom moves over the restoration process, as prejudicial treatment of homeowners located on newly drawn flood plains, spreads panic, and threatens destitution, bankruptcy and permanent homelessness. Families inhabiting the wetlands for generations are forced from land their great great grandparents were born on, not by fear or inability to cope, but by new prohibitive government financial barriers, rules and regulations proposed to prevent this from happening next time. Can one really predict how high the tides of the next freak event will rise?.

New York State set up the NY Rising “Grant” Program, that is bankrupting, the neediest. Applying to that Program has become the criteria “charities” are using to give people assistance. The “charities” are demanding to be paid by NY Rising for providing “free help.” People who do not apply to NYRising are summarily refused “free help” and/or materials by charities. NY Rising funds, are charged to the homeowner for five years, before they become a grant. Also, the five-year clause requires that the homeowner not only own the house, but also live in it, for five years after receipt of funds. This way, the State proposes to repopulate neighborhoods and ensure that communities continue to exist. However, the Program is hurting homeowners: because it takes choice away from the homeowner, who cannot freely choose to stay in his home or leave, it allows for no special circumstances, and because no charity will help him if he does not pay them with NY Rising Funds: it excludes him from help from almost every other program. Also, NY Rising is “recommending every home that applies elevate the house,” at a price tag of almost $100,000. Houses on flood plains and low elevation that do not follow the recommendation and elevate, face astronomical flood insurance rates next year.

Programs are staffed by hastily-trained people, operating with cell phones disconnected. Programs are failing the neediest. Charities are stockpiling money and supplies. Everyone gives a different answer: nobody knows nothing. The system is making it impossible for those left standing, withholding Certificates of Occupancy so that people cannot live in their homes or sell them, unless they elevate them. New rules and regulations penalize homeowners on flood plains, and those who have not yet restored their homes. Destitute homeowners are forced to take out outrageous loans to elevate homes they cannot even live in, or walk away from their homes penniless. The Federal government, off nation-building, ignores the financial burden to the Survivors of SuperStorm Sandy, providing little help filtering down to the people of America.

The media has hurt Sandy Survivors . They report that survivors are receiving lots of money from agencies, charities, donations. Most people have received a pathetic pittance: many nothing. The media spotlights a few individuals as enduring glaring hardship. The truth is, some people recovered quickly, because they used their bank accounts, erroneously believing they would be reimbursed. But most people are still living in substandard, hazardous conditions. Everyone is enduring glaring hardship. There is no help for Sandy Survivors!! Survivors need assistance, answers, results and resolution, now, when their children are breathing mold, sleeping in closets and eating ramen noodles off paper plates resting on cardboard boxes, standing up in back yards.

I remember the 1950’s, when there was a cycle of hurricanes in our area. At that time, we had a flood above the windows every two years. We were prepared. We understood our environment and weather patterns, and functioned within its perimeters. We helped each other. Neighborhoods came together.

During Sandy, no one warned communities in time. All the way up the coast, the media and officials told the public, the winds were only 75 mph. They didn’t warn of significant danger until the last few hours. We had so little time to prepare. The public was misled by officials. Officials and government were not prepared. Well into it, they could not even decide how to categorize this storm. The indecision and confusion of officials compromised the public’s ability to respond, react and protect themselves in the havoc.

Given the progressively emerging insurmountable barriers and negatives bombarding Sandy Survivors and persecuting the suffering middle-class homeless, I am second-guessing myself. A shrill voice inside of me scolds, “Who gave you the right to spend a year of your life like this? What were you thinking!”

My only defense is, I thought I could save my home. I thought it would be a month, maybe two. I believed hard work, government assistance, charity, support of community and country, were paths to success. After all, I lived through floods as a child. But that was a different time of community and official co-operative effort. I never imagined that when nature draws a line of demarcation, people do not cross it, and America only helps other countries in need, not her own people. We were all so naive.

When my house went down, my son said to me, “Bulldoze the house! Walk away! You cannot save it!”

I cried. I needed to fight for my home: otherwise, I would be a.victim, victim of a freak natural event. I did not know how to be a victim. I was a survivor of serious injury, cancer, and tragedy. Nothing could defeat me. My house was heavily insured. I paid off my house. I did not know how to be destitute. I did all the right things. I did not know how to surrender. I always won the battles.

Walking out of my stinking, gutted home recently, I said to my son, “You were right. I should have bulldozed the house.” When options deteriorate, choice narrows. Men lose hope: because hope is a bird whose wings fell off.

If I knew what I know now about the disaster recovery/restoration process, if asked to make a recommendation to another in this situation, without reservation, I would say, “Bulldoze the house. You have no idea how bad it can get, progressively, over time. Save yourself!!!”

Hotel Room Appeal submitted to FEMA. 12-29-12

FEMA
1-800-621-3362. FAX. 1-800-827-8112
DisasterAssistance.gov

Fema I.D. No. 41-1371304
Subject: URGENT. Long-term Housing
Medical Condition: Spinal Cord Injury with Severe Autonomic Dysfunction, Cervical Myelopathy, Costochondritis, Intercostal Neuritis, Occipital Neuralgia, L-S Radiculopathy, Multiple Disc Lesions, Post Traumatic Neuropathy. Pulmonary Fibrosis.

To Whom it may Concern:

On October 29, 2012, i was a permanently disabled individual, severely limited by symptoms of a spinal cord injury sustained 35 years ago, fully functioning within the closed environment of my home, set up to accommodate my specific physical needs. I was in intractable pain. I used an electric wheelchair, oxygen, a service dog, and was in a hospital bed 80-90 % of the day. I was an ADA/Disability Advocate of 35 years, who has facilitated amazing changes for disabled individuals.

As you can imagine, the sequence of events since the sewage surge hit my home have caused me great physical pain and functional disruption. I slept in my car for 10 days. Then I was able to get into the Best Western at Bar Harbor on Sunrise Highway in Massapequa Park, NY. I have a room with a bathroom and parking outside the door. My oxygen is set up here and my physical therapist visits twice a week for 2 hours each session. I am warm and comfortable. My home was set up like this. I cannot function in an apartment.

I have been told by numerous persons within the system that Fema has the capability to allow me to stay here at their expense, because of my special needs. I provided two medical reports to the Fema Inspector. If these are not in my file I will fax them to you.

I am asking Fema to allow me to stay at this hotel, where I am comfortable and my needs are being met, until my severely damaged home is restored and livable. Please take this request seriously, because there is no way I can fit into the housing standards set up for able-bodied individuals pertinent to Disaster and Recovery. Be assured that I am highly motivated to recover the level of comfort, functioning and productivity I enjoyed prior to October 29, 2012. With your validation of and cooperation with my special needs, I feel that will happen.

Thank you sincerely for your consideration and anticipated help.
Sincerely,
Wendy Wagner

********FEMA consistently refused to answer this Appeal, although I was told repeatedly that it was being considered.

Letter to President Obama. 12-18-12

Dear President Obama,

I sincerely hope that you will read this letter personally and realize there are faces on the victims of the flood surge of Hurricane Sandy and that our needs are not being met.

On October 28, 2012, I was a profoundly disabled woman living alone with my service dog, in a neighborhood in Seaford, Long Island, not on the water or even close by. I have Spinal Cord Injury with Severe Autonomic Dysfunction (which means it affects all involuntary functions, such as heartbeat, breathing, swallowing, temperature control, etc.), Cervical Myelopathy, Occipital Neuralgia, Costochondritis, etc. etc. 3 lobes of my lungs are partially collapsed. I am in a hospital bed 80 percent of the day because I can only sit up for 2 hours and can never lie down. I use an electric wheelchair and oxygen concentrator. I am in intractable pain 24/7. I have had 27 malignant melanoma.

Despite all this, I have built a life of incredible advocacy and consultancy for disabled people that has spanned 35 years and allowed many many thousands of people to live more accessible and equitable lives. All of my files were destroyed by the sewage surge that tore all of my furniture, belongings and $50,000 in medical equipment from my home on October 29, and made it unlivable and hazardous to enter. I lost everything. But what I lost most was a comfortable nest in which I could function. I lost control of my own life.

I stand before you destitute, with nothing but my good works in my arms, stumbling about in a Disaster Recovery Program that has no place or compassion for Disabled Individuals, and I beg you to see me and to listen to us. We are being dismissed!

WHAT I NEED IS INTERVENTION. For 10 days after the flood I, with SCI, slept on the floor or in my car. I lived on a half a roll a day and a half bottle of water. Food, gas, and housing were non-existent.
After 10 days I found a hotel in my area, Best Western at Bar Harbor in Massapequa, NY. They have agree to let me stay until December 9, 2012, after which I have no place to go. The problem is, that while I am Approved for Hotel Assistance, Fema said this hotel is not on their List. The list they are using seemed to be from a former hurricane, and the woman was trying to send me to locations 2 hours away. She finally settled on two, Farmingdale, 45 minutes away and Freeport Motor Lodge, on the water in the devastated Flood Zone. I can only sit up for 2 hours and need a hotel close by.

I am located presently, after some effort. Housing and hotels are extremely scarce. I cannot go to a shelter and I can provide medical documentation for this. My needs are being met here. I am near people and medical personnel who know my rare medical condition. And I am close to the home where I need to take care of insurance and other business. No insurance has visited my home yet.

Fema has not said they will pay for this facility. My out-of-state son has it on his credit card but cannot much longer. The daily cost that Fema is allowing for hotel assistance is $143 with taxes, This hotel is only $112. I AM ASKING YOU, President Obama, TO PLEASE HELP ME TO GET FEMA TO APPROVE PAYMENT FOR THIS PARTICULAR HOTEL. PLease help!

It looks like although I had $400,000 in insurance coverage on my home, because it was a flood I am going to get only $14,000 for my home, furniture and all its contents. Devastating. I find myself wishing I had died in the hospital bed that burned up in the storm surge. I am in such physical pain. Land rapers are already trying to buy up our devastated homes for the land. I find myself wondering how in my wonderful America, insurance companies could be so overindulged and homeowners could be so victimized, first by the storm and then by the system. I have been living below the poverty level on $10,000 from workers compensation for 35 years, and there is no way i can rebuild my home without help.

I sincerely appreciate your anticipated help. I have experienced no help or compassion in the systems. God bless you. wendy wagner, 2401 South Cedar Street, Seaford, NY 11783

***THIS LETTER NEVER RECEIVED ANY RESPONSE.